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 February 2008 Harlequin American Order
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Chapter One
Jolyn Sutherland swung open the rear door of her horse trailer,
retreated a safe distance, and waited for the explosion. It came
right on schedule.
Sinbad, her seventeen-year-old paint gelding, charged backwards
out of the trailer, legs thrashing, hooves clattering, and sides
heaving. He came to stop only when all four feet were firmly planted
on the ground — for about two seconds. Jolyn grabbed his dangling
lead rope before he trotted off in search of the barn and the barrel
of cracked corn he knew was waiting for him.
"That old horse never did trailer worth a lick."
Jolyn looked up to see a familiar face. "Dad!"
"You made it." Milt Sutherland strode toward her. "How was the
drive down the mountain?"
"Touch and go in one or two spots. But we managed." She rushed to
meet him, a whinnying Sinbad in tow. Ribbons of pain shot up her
right leg, which she ignored.
Her father enveloped her in a giant bear hug and for a brief
moment, Jolyn was a little girl again, her big, strong Daddy making
everything all right. "It's good to be home," she said, her face
buried in his shirt front.
"It's good to have you home, sweetie pie."
She'd missed Blue Ridge, missed living in a town where folks
waved when they drove past and Karaoke night at Sage's Bar and Grill
was considered big entertainment. The only thing better than
watching the morning sun peek slowly over the top of Saddle Horn
Butte was watching the evening sun set in the distant Verde
Mountains.
Jolyn loved touring and wouldn't have traded the last nine years
on the road for anything except this, her father's arms holding her
tight.
"Your mother's in the kitchen," he said, "fixing enough food to
feed an army. She's been a nervous wreck the last few days, worried
sick you wouldn't survive the drive from Dallas in one piece.
Especially in this heat. I swear summer comes earlier every year."
Jolyn thought it was probably just the opposite. Her dad and not
her mom had been the nervous wreck.
"Well, we're here." She drew back after giving him a smacking
kiss on the cheek. "Safe and sound."
"Safe yes. Don't know about the sound part."
"What do you mean?"
Her dad nodded pointedly in Sinbad's direction.
She spun around and let out a gasp. "Oh, my gosh! How did that
happen." Bending over, she inspected Sinbad's left side.
The horse sported a nasty gash just behind his shoulder. The
wound, in the shape of a jagged V, was at least four inches long and
deep from the looks of it. Blood had seeped out, staining the
horse's hide a dark red.
"I checked the trailer this morning in Phoenix before we loaded
him," she said, her voice echoing her dismay. "So did Uncle Leroy."
Jolyn had stayed with various friends and relatives on her four
day trip cross country from Texas to Arizona's north country,
including stopping to have lunch today with her brother in
Pineville. She'd taken her time traveling, not wanting to wear
Sinbad — or herself — out.
Her father came to stand beside her, the two of them
contemplating the horse's injury. "He must have run up on something
between Pineville and here. The gate maybe."
"I suppose." Jolyn straightened and shook her head. The mountain
road did twist and turn, but she'd driven slow. Five miles under the
posted speed limit the entire way.
"That horse has always been clumsy."
She swallowed the retort on the tip of her tongue. It was easier
for some people to blame the horse rather than the rider. Jolyn knew
better. She, and not Sinbad, was at fault for each of their mishaps,
including the last. Including this latest one.
"He's excitable. That's what made him a champion barrel racer and
headlining performer."
Her father smiled. "He was good in his day. So were you."
At twenty-years-old, Jolyn left Blue Ridge and joined the Wild
and Wooly West Equestrian Show. She and Sinbad traveled with the
show until fourteen months ago, their signature bareback jump over a
wagon full of mock settlers one of the show's biggest crowd
pleasers.
In a split second, the time it took for Sinbad's right rear hoof
to catch on the side of the wagon, their career was cut short.
Sinbad was laid up for six weeks after the accident. Jolyn for six
months. She was lucky she could walk again much less drive a truck
and trailer.
It was the worst, and if things went well for her here in Blue
Ridge, the best thing to ever happen to her.
"Do you have any antibiotics in the barn?" she asked her dad
while patting Sinbad's neck.
"No. My supplies are a little low."
She wasn't surprised. Her parents hadn't kept horses on the
property since she moved out. Anything out in the barn had been
recently purchased in anticipation of her coming home.
She reached for her cell phone in her pocket. "I'm going to call
Chase."
"Is that really necessary? He's probably in the middle of dinner"
"It's a bad cut, Dad, and needs to be treated."
"We've got some peroxide in the house."
"I'd feel better if Chase looked at it."
Chase Raintree was the local veterinarian, the only one in a
thirty-five mile radius. He and Jolyn had been friends since before
they could remember. Despite only sporadic contact in recent years,
she was certain he'd come if she asked him, in the middle of dinner
or not.
"The horse'll be fine until morning," her father said, dismissing
her concerns. "You can head over to the feed store first thing after
breakfast and pick up some medicine."
"I will if Chase isn't available."
She flipped open her cell phone and began to press keys, assuming
the number was the same. Chase took over his parents' house when
they semi-retired and moved to Mesa a few years earlier and lived
there with his eight-year-old daughter, Mandy.
Jolyn's father stayed her hand. "Maybe that's not such a good
idea."
"Why?" She gave him a curious stare.
"Your mother and he are... Well, let's just say they're having a
difference of opinion."
"About Mandy?" Jolyn asked.
"Yeah."
"Oh, no." Jolyn's heart sank. "I thought Mom agreed to let that
go."
"She's recently changed her mind."
"Why didn't you tell me?"
Her father heaved a tired sigh. "I didn't want to upset you
before your trip. Figured you had enough to deal with."
Jolyn groaned. "What brought this on?"
"I'm not sure. Mandy started taking lessons...oh, sometime last
fall I guess it was. But your mother didn't get pushy with Chase
again until recently."
Dottie Sutherland operated a small dance studio out of the
community center, offering classes three afternoons a week and
Saturday mornings. Most of the girls in town, and on rare occasions
one of the boys, studied under her at one point or another while
growing up. As a child, Jolyn suffered through two years of lessons
before permanently trading her tap shoes for cowboy boots.
"Can't you stop her?" Jolyn asked.
Her father raised one eyebrow and gave a short laugh. "You're
joking, of course."
She hadn't been but didn't contradict him.
"This isn't just about Mom. There are other people's feelings to
consider, including Mandy's. She still doesn't know, does she?"
"Not to my knowledge."
"I can't support Mom in this if it means hurting Mandy." Or going
against Chase, she added silently.
Her father scowled. "I don't know what's with your mother lately.
She's been acting funny."
"Funny how?"
"Just not her usual self." He exhaled. "I've asked her again and
again what's wrong but she keeps insisting nothing's the matter."
"Maybe I can get her to open up."
"It's worth a shot, I guess." His tone implied she'd get no
further with her mother than he had.
Sinbad, evidently tired of standing in one place, began pawing
the ground. The movement caused his injury to gape and seep fresh
blood.
Jolyn made a decision. As much as she wanted to see her mother
and get to the bottom of whatever was bothering her, Sinbad's injury
needed attending. Turning him around, she walked toward the trailer.
"I'm going to drive over to Chase's." She hated loading the horse
back into the trailer after a grueling four-day road trip but saw no
other choice.
Her father followed her. "What about supper? You mother won't be
happy after all the work she's put into it."
"This won't take long."
"You baby that horse too much. Considering what he did to you."
"Not now, Dad. Please." She'd just returned home after a long
absence and wasn't in the mood to dredge up old arguments. To ease
the tension, she gave him another kiss on the cheek. "I won't be
long, I promise."
Chase lived a half-mile away. She'd phone him on the drive over
there. If he happened to be away, she'd wait for him and cleanse
Sinbad's wound using a garden hose.
And what if he doesn't want to see you?
He'd see her, Jolyn told herself. Chase might be angry with her
mother but he'd never refuse to treat a sick or injured animal.
Her heart rate involuntarily sped up at the prospect of seeing
him again. He'd looked good the last time she saw him — two
Christmases ago, was it? — though tired. His dark brown eyes had
lacked their usual warmth, and his killer smile struck her as
forced. The divorce and grueling custody battle obviously took a
toll on him. Had he changed since then? And what would he think
about the changes in her? Both the good and bad ones? Would he even
notice?
It occurred to Jolyn that her need to rush Sinbad over to Chase's
house might be motivated by her desire to see him, especially now
that he was single again.
Before loading Sinbad she inspected the inside of the trailer.
Finding no sharp edge on the gate that might have caused the cut,
she erred on the side of caution and chose to put him on the left
side of the gate this time. The big paint initially balked at the
going back in the trailer but finally complied after much coaxing.
Jolyn shut the door behind him and dropped the latch in place.
Her father rested a hand on her shoulder. "This isn't all your
mother's fault. You can't blame her entirely."
"No, it's not all her fault."
It was her brother Steven's fault when, nine years ago, he
decided to have an affair with SherryAnne, Jolyn's one time best
friend and Chase's wife of three months. To this day, no one knew
for certain who Mandy's biological father was. Not Chase or Steven
or even SherryAnne for that matter, at least as far as she was
telling.
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Chase walked out of the house, the screen door banging shut
behind him. He spotted Jolyn's truck pulling into his driveway, and
a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. She'd returned to Blue
Ridge. Hopefully, to stay. He hadn't realized until now how much he
missed her. When she approached, he motioned her on, signaling
she should park near the barn, next to his truck. She gave him a
wave as she rolled past. Chase followed, hurrying his steps. He
rounded the back end of the trailer at the same moment she hopped
out of the truck cab.
"Hey there." She came toward him, grinning from ear to ear.
He avoided staring at her pronounced limp and kept his eyes
focused on her face. It wasn't exactly a hardship. Jolyn had always
been a cute girl. She'd grown up into a very attractive woman. Hell,
she'd just plain grown up. Chase didn't recall her filling out a
t-shirt quite that nicely. "Hey there yourself." He scooped her
up in an impulsive hug and swung her around in a circle. She felt
nice in his arms. So nice, he didn't let her go right away. "It's
good to see you again, Beanie."
She pulled out of his embrace and glared at him with enough heat
to blister paint. "I'm leaving right this minute and never coming
back if you call me that awful name one more time."
"String Bean Sutherland," he teased.
"You're as bad as you ever were."
"Some say I'm worse."
Her voice dropped in pitch. "Do tell."
Was she flirting with him? Or, more precisely, flirting back? The
Jolyn he remembered, was too shy, too serious, too self conscious
around the male populace to engage in lighthearted sexual banter.
Maybe more than nearly losing her right leg had happened to her
during the last nine years.
She looked the same. Well, almost the same. Her brown hair
sported blonde highlights and was cut in a shorter, more
sophisticated style. She'd also taken to wearing makeup. Not much,
just enough to enhance her hazel eyes and full mouth. Dallas had
obviously agreed with Jolyn. He liked the new her, liked seeing her
finally come into her own.
Easy boy. Chase took a mental step back, reminding himself this
wasn't just Jolyn, one of his oldest and closest friends. This was
Dottie Sutherland's daughter, a woman dead set on making his life
miserable. No, ruining it.
About the same time Chase sobered, a loud bang came from inside
her horse trailer. Sinbad was making his displeasure known.
Jolyn shook her head. "I'd better get him out before he kicks a
hole in the door."
"So, what scrape did he get into this time?"
"Scrape is exactly how I'd describe it. He was fine when I loaded
him in Phoenix but not so fine when I unloaded him at the folks'
house. He has a pretty bad cut on his left side."
"Let's have a look."
She opened the trailer door. Sinbad nearly plowed over her in his
haste to escape and only calmed when she had a firm hold on his lead
rope. "That wasn't so bad, was it, old boy?"
Chase chuckled. "All these years and you still haven't trained
that horse to trailer?"
"We were too busy working on other things."
As he well knew. He and his ex-wife, SherryAnne, competed in
horsemanship events alongside Jolyn up through their high school
graduation. SherryAnne went all the way to become Gila County Junior
Rodeo Queen. Jolyn, the better rider in Chase's opinion, lost out at
the last minute and had to settle for being one of SherryAnne's
attendants.
"I really appreciate you seeing us," Jolyn said with a touch of
chagrin. "Dad told me Mom's been giving you a hard time again."
"She is, I won't lie. No court order yet, but she's threatened to
see an attorney." Chase examined Sinbad's injury as he talked.
"For the record, Chase, I completely disagree with her." Jolyn
laid a reassuring hand on his arm. "I always have."
"I know." He turned to give her a smile. "And it means a lot to
me. Your mother is a force to be reckoned with when she chooses.
Standing up to her isn't easy." Chase understood that more than
most. He'd been the brick wall Dottie Sutherland bashed into for the
last nine years.
"Has she said anything around town?" Jolyn asked. She kept Sinbad
quiet while Chase filled a bucket with water from the hose. "Mandy
doesn't...hasn't heard..."
"Nothing as far as I know." Chase went to his truck and the
custom built compartments in the bed where he stored veterinary
supplies. He removed a pair or clippers, a bottle of disinfectant
wash, and sterilized cotton. "I will give your mother credit. She
doesn't appear to be running off at the mouth, for which I'm
grateful."
Chase returned to Sinbad and set to work shaving the area around
the wound, then he swabbed it clean. Sinbad behaved himself, paying
little attention to Chase. Jolyn helped by distracting the horse
with silly talk and nose petting.
"You have every right to be angry at Mom. Maybe you should
consider seeing an attorney yourself."
"I will if push comes to shove. So far, your mother is just
blowing smoke." Chase silently wondered how long that would last.
Almost since the day she learned the chance existed her son,
Steven, might be Mandy's biological parent — Chase refused to use
the term father — she'd been pressuring Chase off and on to have DNA
testing done. Thank God none of her family supported her, including
Steven, who'd moved to Pineville years ago and purportedly wanted
nothing to do with Mandy. But that didn't stop Dottie Sutherland.
Lately, she'd escalated her pressuring to a new level.
Chase fought her and would continue to fight her night and day.
Mandy was his daughter, had been from the moment the nurse placed
the squirming and squalling newborn in his arms. The only way Steven
or any of the Sutherlands were going to get their hands on her was
over his cold, lifeless body.
"Sutures or no sutures?" he asked Jolyn.
"What do you recommend?"
"Your choice. The wound will heal without them. Might take
longer, especially if it breaks open, which is likely, being near
the shoulder. Depends a lot on him and how quiet you can keep him
for the next several days."
"Not very. You know Sinbad."
"Yeah, I do. He won't stand well when I anesthetize the area.
Which, if we decide to suture the wound, means I'd have to sedate
him."
"No, you won't. He'll stand."
"You sure?" Chase squinted one eye at Jolyn. She nodded.
"He's gotten a lot better."
"Really?" Chase remained unconvinced.
"Injuries were a pretty regular occurrence in the show. No horse
entered the ring unless they were cleared by a vet, even when they
weren't injured. The management had a strict policy."
"Okay, then. Sutures it is. Do you want to tie up one of his legs
just to be on the safe side?"
"Only if you're afraid he'll kick you."
"Are you?" Chase remembered Sinbad's exit from the trailer.
"No."
Jolyn answered with such assurance, Chase laid his concerns about
Sinbad's notorious high spirits to rest. Maybe age and experience
had mellowed the horse.
Even so, Chase didn't once let his guard down while he cleansed
and then anesthetized the affected area by injecting serum under the
skin with a small needle. Because the cut was clean and recent, he
trimmed away only a minimum of dead tissue.
Sinbad stood like a champ during the entire procedure. Chase
finished up by applying a dressing.
"If he rubs this off, don't worry. The antibiotics are more
important than the dressing."
He handed Jolyn a bottle containing a supply of Metronidazole and
instructed her on how many tablets to administer and how often. She
was no stranger to horses or horse care and nodded knowingly as he
talked.
"If the sutures should pull loose for any reason," he continued,
"or if the wound appears infected, call me."
"When do the stitches need to come out?"
"Ten, twelve days."
"I'll bring him by."
Thereby saving Chase a trip to the Sutherland's place and a
possible confrontation with Dottie. "Thanks."
"How much do I owe you?"
"I'll mail you a bill."
"You'd better." She wagged a finger at him in warning.
"I will."
"Good." Jolyn tugged on Sinbad's lead rope. "This way, buddy.
Time to go back in that nasty trailer." She smiled apologetically at
Chase.
"He's a little sick of traveling. So am I."
"Why don't you leave him here overnight?" Chase made the offer
without thinking. Common sense told him he should cool his
acquaintance with Jolyn until her mother backed off, assuming she
did. "You can come collect him in the morning."
"Thanks." Jolyn's face brightened, making Chase glad he'd spoke
first and thought later.
They walked down the barn aisle, Jolyn leading Sinbad. Head held
high, ears pricked forward, the horse took in his not unfamiliar
surroundings. Once, years ago, he'd spent a lot of time in Chase's
barn.
So had Jolyn. Without being told where to go, she took the horse
to the line of stalls. Nickering from the barn's various occupants
greeted them every step of the way. Chase opened the door to an
empty stall on the end. Next, he went around the side of the barn to
where the hay was stacked and grabbed two generous flakes.
When he returned, he dropped the hay into the empty feeder and
turned on the spigot to the water trough. Sinbad buried his nose in
the hay, snorting lustily.
Chase lifted his foot and rested it on the bottom rung of the
stall's railing. So did Jolyn. They watched Sinbad eat and drink,
enjoying a moment of companionable silence.
"How long you staying?" Chase asked, breaking the lull.
"Depends."
"On what?"
"On how business goes."
"What business is that?"
She smiled, and he heard pride in her voice when she said,
"Sutherland Construction Company."
"No fooling!"
"No fooling. I flew into Phoenix a couple months ago and tested
for my contractor's license. As of May thirty-first, I'm official."
"Congratulations. I heard you were taking some classes in Dallas.
I didn't know what kind." "Trade school. I enrolled after the
accident. Had to do something with myself during all those months of
P-T." She gave a little shrug as if it were nothing.
Chase doubted three separate knee surgeries and endless months of
physical therapy were nothing. "I never pegged you for going into
construction. How'd you wind up in that field?"
"We did a most of our own construction in the show. Built and
repaired sets and props. I found out I liked hammering nails and
sawing two by fours. Was actually good at it. Eventually, I was
promoted to crew boss. Later, while I was going to trade school, I
worked part-time as a junior project manager for a commercial
contractor."
"Wow." Chase eyed Jolyn with new appreciation. Though he
shouldn't be surprised by her success. She'd always been the
determined sort, as her rebound from a devastating injury proved.
"I'm impressed."
"Well, running my own business is a far cry from running a rag
tag construction crew or sitting behind a desk, punching numbers. I
figure starting out in Blue Ridge where there aren't so many good ol'
boys will be easier than Dallas."
"What? The boys don't take kindly to a woman muscling in on their
territory?"
"I need to prove myself, and I'm okay with that. But I'd rather
start out climbing a hill and not a mountain if I can help it. Once
I get two or three decent jobs under my belt, generate some positive
cash flow, I'll relocate to a larger market, like Pineville."
"Plenty of work around here."
"Enough to get started. But I'd like to grow my business into
something more than just the local handyman."
"Hmm." This time, Chase did think before he spoke. And despite
the warning bells clanging inside his head, he voiced the idea that
had just occurred to him out loud. "I happen to have a set of plans
on my kitchen table for a small animal clinic and office. Interested
in looking at them?"
"Are you serious?" Her eyes glinted with undisguised excitement.
He'd forgotten how green they were in sunlight. And about the
small dimples on each side of her mouth. "Is that a yes?"
"You're building a clinic? Where?"
"Here." He hitched a thumb at the house. "I'm expanding my
practice to include small animals. And I'm hiring an assistant to
help with the large animal side."
"Business must be booming."
"It helps when you have no competition."
"I'm hoping for a similar misfortune myself."
"Be ready to work yourself to death. I put in sixty to eighty
hours a week. No vacations, no holidays, and forget sick days. I'm
up at the crack of dawn or earlier and don't get home till seven if
I'm lucky. Usually later."
"You need more than an assistant. You need an army of helpers.
And you're taking on more work by expanding your practice."
"My goal is, if not to work less, at least be around more.
Sometimes I think Mandy forgets she even has a dad. If everything
goes well, I'll turn over most of the large animal practice to the
assistant. Make ranch calls only in the mornings. Afternoons, I'll
run the clinic here and be home when Mandy gets out of school. She
won't have to spent so much time in daycare. Or nightcare," he
added, thinking of the many babysitters he relied on.
"I bet Mandy can't wait."
"The divorce was hard on her. She misses her mother."
"But SherryAnne visits, right?"
"Once last year and that was for two days."
"I'm sorry." Jolyn's expression matched her sympathetic tone.
"Me, too. For Mandy. Personally, I could care less if SherryAnne
ever set foot in Blue Ridge again." Dark emotions swirled around
inside
Chase, and he inadvertently tightened his grip on the railing.
Perhaps because she sensed his changing mood, Jolyn steered their
conversation back to building the new clinic.
"I'd be grateful if you let me bid the job." She turned and
looked him square in the face. "Even though I'm a friend, I'd expect
no special consideration. Business is business."
"I have two bids already from contractors in Pineville."
"Good. That'll give you something to compare my price to and keep
me honest."
"Just so you know, both prices are a little higher than what I
was hoping to spend. I have a tight budget." He'd refinanced the
house, which he purchased from his parents after they moved to Mesa,
in order to fund the new clinic and cover the costs of hiring an
assistant.
"Now, about my mother..." Jolyn grimaced.
"I won't lie, she's a thorn in my side." Chase leaned an elbow on
the top railing and shifted his weight to the other foot. "She's
good with Mandy, don't get me wrong. And Mandy loves dance class.
Which is the only reason I let her take lessons when I'd rather keep
her and your mother miles apart.
"Maybe I shouldn't bid the job."
"As you said, business is business. And this could be a mutually
beneficial arrangement."
"As long as we keep my mom out of." Jolyn gave a discouraged
shake of her head. "I wouldn't put it past her to use the situation
to her advantage."
Chase smiled down at Jolyn, his earlier dark emotions melting
away. Troublesome mother or not, he was glad Jolyn was back home.
The affair SherryAnne had with Steven was hardly Jolyn's fault.
She'd been an innocent bystander. And like he and Mandy, taking the
brunt of the fallout.
There might have once been something between him and Jolyn back
in high school, something more than friendship. It hadn't gone far,
not beyond a single kiss during one of his and SherryAnne's fights.
By the next day, SherryAnne got her hooks back in him. She probably
sensed the underlying attraction between him and Jolyn and refused
to let it go anywhere.
He'd handled it badly with Jolyn afterwards, hurting her by not
fessing up right away that he and SherryAnne reconciled.
Fortunately, Jolyn was understanding, more so than he deserved. And
now that SherryAnne was completely out of the picture, it might be
interesting to see if any of that underlying attraction remained.
"One step at a time," he told Jolyn. "First, bid the job. Then,
we'll go from there." Impulsively, he took her by the arm. "Come on.
I'll show you the plans. And you can say hello to Mandy. She's
inside playing with a friend."
No question about it, he thought as they walked to the house. He
was courting trouble by inviting Jolyn into his life.
Casting a lingering sidelong glance in her direction, he found
himself warming to the idea of keeping Jolyn close. His reasons had
nothing to do with her mother or building his new clinic and
everything to do with the justice she did to a pair of snug fitting
Wranglers.
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