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Waiting for Baby

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June 2009
Harlequin American
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Chapter One

Lilly Russo wasn't looking forward to meeting with the man who'd so unceremoniously dumped her a mere three weeks ago. She'd do it, however, and just about anything else for the clients of Horizon Adult Daycare Center. They were too deserving, too much in need, too dear to her to lose out on a golden opportunity because of her foolish pride.

"Mr. Tucker will be with you in a few minutes."

"Thank you."

If the secretary knew that her boss and Lilly had recently engaged in a brief affair, she gave no indication.

"Would you care for coffee or water while you wait?"

"I'm fine, thank you."

Lilly attempted a smile and sat on the closest piece of furniture, which happened to be an overstuffed couch, and instantly sank like a stone into the soft cushions. She should have chosen the chair by the window instead. Then, she would have been able to stand gracefully when the secretary or, worse, Jake Tucker himself came to collect her for their appointment.

While she waited, she studied the comfortable and charmingly appointed lobby. The rustic, western flavor of the mountain guest resort was as apparent here as everywhere else on the ranch. Green checkered curtains framed large picture windows. Heavy pine furniture, much of it antique, sat atop polished hardwood floors covered by colorful area rugs. Paintings depicting nature scenes and wild animals indigenous to Arizona's southern rim country hung on the walls.

Lilly had been acquainted with Jake Tucker, manager of Bear Creek Ranch and owner of the retail space where the daycare center was located for almost two years. Prior to their short-lived romance, she'd visited the ranch only a few times. On her first occasion C it seemed like a lifetime ago C her predecessor had introduced her to Jake as the center's new administrator. It was at a Labor Day cookout nine weeks ago when Jake suddenly took notice of her and asked her on a date.

If Lilly knew then what she did now, she'd have saved herself a heap of heartache and refused his invitation.

The secretary appeared in Lilly's line of vision. "Mr. Tucker will see you now."

She pushed out of the couch, wobbling only once, much to her relief. Had it not been important for her to make an impression on Jake, she'd have selected something other than a slim-fitting suit and high heel pumps to wear. He wouldn't guess by looking at her how much his abrupt breakup had hurt her. Not if she could help it.

"Follow me, please." The secretary led Lilly behind the busy front desk to an open office door. She gestured for Lilly to enter before discretely moving aside.

The moment of truth had arrived.

Mentally rehearsing her pitch, Lilly stepped into Jake's office. She came to a halt when the door unexpectedly closed behind her. The secretary's doing? Lilly's stomach, already uneasy to begin with, knotted into a tight ball.

Jake sat behind a large, ornate desk reading a computer screen, his profile to her. He turned his head to look at her, and she was struck anew by the handsomeness of his intelligent hazel eyes and strong, square jaw. Memories of her cradling his face between her hands while they made, what was for her, exquisite love flooded her.

She promptly lost track of what she'd planned to say.

He stood and reached a hand across the desk to her. "Good morning, Lilly. How are you?"

His greeting jump started her befuddled brain. "Hello, Jake."

She stepped forward and accepted his handshake. His grip was confident and controlled and very typical of him when it came to business dealings. But she'd seen him in those rare moments when he lost control and gave himself over passion. That was the Jake she found most attractive, the one she'd fallen for harder than she thought possible.

"Thanks for seeing me on such short notice." She cleared the nervous tickle from her throat and sat in one of the two visitor chairs facing his desk.

"I would have come to the center on my next trip to town," he said, resuming his seat.

"I thought our meeting should take place here since what I want to discuss involves Bear Creek Ranch."

His brows shot up. "Is that so?"

He wore his sandy brown hair a little longer than when she'd first met him. It complimented his customary wardrobe of western shirts and dress jeans. It also felt nice to the touch and was surprisingly soft when sifted through inquisitive fingers.

"Yes." Lilly struggled to stay on track.

She couldn't afford to mess this up. The center's clients and staff were depending on her to make their hopes and dreams a reality. Neither would a loss of focus benefit her. She and Jake were no longer an item, their personal relationship over. Hadn't he made that abundantly clear three weeks ago? He could go down on his knees, crawl on all fours across the floor, and she wouldn't agree to see him again.

Lilly Russo didn't court misery. She'd had enough in her life so far for two people, thank you very much.

"As you know," she continued, finding her stride after a rocky start, "the center isn't just a babysitting service for emotionally and mentally challenged adults. One of our goals is to provide our clients with recreational activities that enhance their life experience, either by intellectually stimulating them or teaching them skills they can use outside the center."

"You have a great program there."

"I'm glad you think so because we'd like your help with a project."

"What kind of help?"

Someone who didn't know Jake quite so well might have missed the subtle change in his expression from mild interest to wariness. Lilly suspected the wariness had more to do with his feelings toward her and their breakup than helping the center. She rallied against a quick, yet intense, flash of pain and continued with her pitch.

"The center's revenue comes from a variety of sources, including donations. Some of those donations are in the form of equipment or furniture or even small appliances rather than money. We've received something that I initially thought was unusable. But after some consideration, I've changed my mind. The owners and staff agree with me that if we can find a suitable place to board this item, it might prove to be very valuable and enjoyable to our clients."

"Board?"

Trust Jake to pick up on the one key word in her long speech.

"Yes. A mule."

"Someone's given you a mule?"

"Tom and Ginger Malcovitch. You may know them."

"I do." Jake frowned.

Lilly knew why. Ginger's brother and Jake's ex-wife had recently announced their engagement. In fact, it was right after their announcement that Jake had asked Lilly out on their first date.

Unfortunately, she hadn't seen the connection. Not until the night he'd ended their relationship.

"The mule is old and very gentle, thought slightly lame in one leg." She pushed the unhappy memories to the back of her mind, determined not to let anything deter her. "Not so lame that he couldn't be lead around a ring carrying one adult."

"Your clients?"

She nodded. "I'm sure you've heard of the positive effect animals can have on the mentally, emotionally and even physically challenged. They seem to have an ability to bond with these individuals in a way people can't."

"I saw something once on TV."

"Yes, well, the benefits animals have on the elderly and the disabled is a documented fact." She wished he'd sounded more enthused.

"And you think this mule will help your clients?"

"I'm convinced of it."

He arched a brow. "What precisely do you want from me? Or, should I say, the ranch?"

She gathered her courage. "All we're asking is that you let us coral the mule with the horses here on the ranch and the use of some riding equipment. In exchange, our clients who are able to will provide work for the ranch."

"What kind of work?"

"Muck out stalls. Feed. Clean and oil saddles and bridles. Whatever simple tasks can be accomplished in a morning or afternoon."

Jake expelled a long breath and sat back in his chair.

Lilly sensed she was losing him and panicked. "I've spoken with our CPA. She tells me the cost of boarding the mule would be a tax deduction for the ranch."

"It's not just the money."

"You've offered to help the center in the past."

"I was thinking more along the lines of repairs and maintenance. Not providing jobs for your clients."

"Work in exchange for boarding our mule isn't exactly a job."

"There's an issue of liability." Jake spoke slowly and appeared to pick his words carefully.

Lilly's defenses shot up. "Because our clients are disabled?"

"Because your clients would be neither guests nor employees. I'm not sure they'd be covered by our insurance in the case of a mishap."

"Oh. Of course." Insurance wasn't an obstacle Lilly had anticipated, and she chided herself for her shortsightedness. "I understand. You have to do what's best for the ranch."

"I'll call our agent later today. Check with him on how the policy reads."

The wheels in Lilly's mind churned. "What if the center's insurance covered our clients while they were on the ranch?"

"Does it?"

"I'll find out. If not, maybe the center's owners could have a special rider added."

Jake drummed his fingers on the desktop. "Should I wind up agreeing to your proposition, I'll still need to take it to the family for their approval."

Here was an obstacle Lilly had anticipated. Jake managed Bear Creek Ranch but it was owned equally by eight members of the Tucker family, including him.

"I'd be happy to meet with the family," she said, hope filling the void left by her earlier disappointment.

"Let's wait a bit. That may not be necessary."

She sat back in her chair, unaware she'd inched forward.

"Your clients would also have to keep a reasonable distance from the guests. Please don't take this the wrong way, but they may make some people uncomfortable, and I have to put our guests' interest first."

Was Jake one of those people? Lilly compressed her lips and paused before replying. She encountered this 'uncomfortableness' on a regular basis. And not just at the center.

It started with her ex-husband, immediately following their son Evan's birth. She'd also seen it in the expressions of countless friends and relatives who visited during the two months little Evan resided in the hospital's neonatal intensive care unit. Then later when they brought him home, still hooked to machines and monitors. The uncomfortableness prevailed even at Evan's funeral seven months later.

Differences and abnormalities, Lilly had sadly learned, weren't always well tolerated. All she could do was try and show people that special needs individuals were frequently affectionate and charming and worth knowing.

"That won't be a problem," she told Jake. "Our clients will be closely supervised at all times. At least one staff member for every two to three clients." She made a mental note to step up their volunteer drive.

He nodded thoughtfully. "I'd like you here at least twice a week. More often would be preferable."

"I...um..."

"You're the center's administrator and head of the program. You need to be overseeing it on a regular basis."

Lilly cleared her throat while weighing her options. Once she'd established the program, she planned on staying far away, setting foot on Bear Creek Ranch only when absolutely necessary. The prospect of frequently running into Jake was disconcerting to say the least.

But not enough for her to abandon what promised to be a worthwhile program.

"All right." She squared her shoulders and drew in a fortifying breath.

"I'll let you know what the family says." Jake rose.

Lilly did likewise. "Do you know when that might be?" She started to mention the Malcovitch's impending house sale then bit her tongue.

Another reminder of Jake's ex-wife's recent engagement wouldn't advance her cause. "We need to find a place for the mule this week."

"Saturday's the soonest I can get everyone together. If you're stuck, you can board the mule here temporarily."

"Really?" She couldn't help smiling. His offer was both unexpected and generous. "Thank you, Jake."

He came around the desk toward her, a spark of interest lighting his eyes. "It was nice seeing you again, Lilly."

As they walked toward his office door, his fingers came to rest lightly on her elbow. The gesture was courteous. Not the least bit sexual. Yet, she was instantly struck with an image of that same hand roaming her body and bringing her intense pleasure.

Oh, no. She didn't need this now. Not when she'd finally come to terms with their breakup.

"I'll call you in a day or two about our insurance policy." She casually sidestepped him, the movement dislodging his hand.

"Take care, Lilly."

Was that concern she heard in his voice? Did he possibly regret the ruthless manner in which he'd informed her they were through? A more plausible explanation was that she'd heard what she wanted to.

But then, there was that look on his face...

"You, too, Jake." She left his office before her mind jumped to a wrong conclusion, barely acknowledging the young woman seated at the workstation behind the front desk.

Lilly's thigh-hugging skirt hampered her hasty retreat across the lobby. She slowed before she tumbled rather than walked down the porch steps. From now on, she vowed, whatever transpired between her and Jake Tucker would be strictly business. Forget all those 'looks' and 'touches' and 'vocal inflections'. She wasn't going to endanger a worthwhile program for the center and her heart on misread signals.

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